Saturday, June 29, 2013

What to do with this moment.  
All give and take
Pawing at one another searching for something out of reach
Push and pull
Sweet passion sweat
Ah, the scent, 
the moment 
fleeting and gone
almost there but not quite tangible
reaching deep
almost touched 
all too real
brushed against
and lost again


Thursday, June 27, 2013

Walk and weep or queef...


For the previous post...


Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Now is the time...  Reference Crystal Method.  The more data we have the more noise.  An open mouth with no reception.  Espouse, expose and walk away.  Show up and throw up...  And yet another cliche addled diatribe.  Stay focused, stay true...   You will never regret doing the right thing

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Why now?  Why try?  Why not? Play and learn, learn and play or something like that.  Kick or be kicked or is that and be kicked?  It is twisted and reality.  What happens when you contradict your instinct?  (aside - read Instinct vs reason by EAP)  What does that have to do with this?  What doesn't it have to do with it?  Old and tired, tired of being old.  Curse this curse.  Just keep playing until...


Thursday, March 21, 2013

The illusion we all buy into.  This transition, this passage, this journey... Countless decisions, actions, reactions, dreams, realities, consequences and reward.  It's all part of the tapestry which we cannot see from a single stitch.  Opportunity cost and surface area.  An inception within reality.  That which is experienced cannot be confirmed or denied.  Our personal deity does not confirm or deny - only witnesses and denotes.  However these moments define our time.  All stumbling to our pre-determined destiny.  Connect the dots along the way.  A wise man once said, "it will not always be like this"  Take it as you will...

Friday, January 25, 2013

Now we re-visit this blog.  Long time, no speak... etc, etc, etc.  For all the that time has past.  The experiences, the beautiful moments, the inner pain and loss, torn between what is expected and the reality of our existence.  Driving through the emotional wreckage of love, loss, happiness and sorrow.  This chance encounter changes everything or was it fate, the random or destiny (at the expense of being redundant) - which in effect represents all of human existence.  The methods we replicate.  The core scenarios are morally irrelevant.  The ends justify the means or is the end, the end? my beautiful friend?  Life feeds on life.  Everyone rushing around.  Distracted, impacted by an endless onslaught of "facts" force fed by an oracle with an agenda.  Are we all casa tabula rosa?  Or imprinted with the blood of cain?  Anyone who tells you the duality of man is a fallacy is either naive or a liar.  Do you realize the fragility of your own existence?  Do you realize what is right and wrong?  How many wrong decisions have been justified?   Lying to yourself does a disservice to your soul.  That part that is within the flesh but only for a time and waiting for the time when it will be free of the physical dimension.  Imagine being an ethereal being trapped in a physical being.  Sitting there with omnipotent knowledge but trapped in a carbon based terminal being that is oblivious or marginally conscious of your presence?  What would you do if all you can do is try to push relevant information into this being's consciousness?  The impenetrable barrier betwixt the physical and ethereal.  Or can we realize our stories (lives) seem to be written reverse and we only become marginally aware of this quasi-symbiotic reality through a glancing view into something we can never clearly define?