Trainwreck

Ever had the feeling that destiny sits in front of you and you catch a fleeting glimpse of the close of the ride and you are not quite sure if you are excited for the finale or incapable of changing course? Watching helplessly or happily.  A fading clarity obscured by the noise of banal reality.  Buy the ticket, take the ride...

What to do with this moment.  

All give and take

Pawing at one another searching for something out of reach

Push and pull

Sweet passion sweat

Ah, the scent, 

the moment 

fleeting and gone

almost there but not quite tangible

reaching deep

almost touched 

all too real

brushed against

and lost again

Walk and weep or queef...

For the previous post...

Now is the time...  Reference Crystal Method.  The more data we have the more noise.  An open mouth with no reception.  Espouse, expose and walk away.  Show up and throw up...  And yet another cliche addled diatribe.  Stay focused, stay true...   You will never regret doing the right thing

Why now?  Why try?  Why not? Play and learn, learn and play or something like that.  Kick or be kicked or is that and be kicked?  It is twisted and reality.  What happens when you contradict your instinct?  (aside - read Instinct vs reason by EAP)  What does that have to do with this?  What doesn't it have to do with it?  Old and tired, tired of being old.  Curse this curse.  Just keep playing until...

The illusion we all buy into.  This transition, this passage, this journey... Countless decisions, actions, reactions, dreams, realities, consequences and reward.  It's all part of the tapestry which we cannot see from a single stitch.  Opportunity cost and surface area.  An inception within reality.  That which is experienced cannot be confirmed or denied.  Our personal deity does not confirm or deny - only witnesses and denotes.  However these moments define our time.  All stumbling to our pre-determined destiny.  Connect the dots along the way.  A wise man once said, "it will not always be like this"  Take it as you will...